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I Waited 5 Weeks

April 25, 2017 By: Lesley

I chickened out of the last hair cut I was supposed to get a couple weeks back.

I decided that I would instead try to find someone really awesome.

No more Super Cuts and Great Clips, but someone really good.

I want to find someone permanent hopefully..

Maybe someone I can explain this too who can help me hide it better?

I made an appointment with the BEST hair stylist in town.

You can’t even call her for an appointment, you have to use her website and online scheduling.

You have to even give your credit card beforehand.

She’s a big deal!

I made that appointment the day after I wrote that last post about getting hair cut.

I was really hoping she can look at this terrible mess I’ve done to myself and fix it.

I got myself all ready to finally have someone help me at least blend this mess together so it wasn’t so noticeable..

AND THAT’S WHEN THE HEART BREAK CAME!!

Now mind you, I waited 5 Weeks!

And last night after a really big test at school that nearly killed me because of the long day I had..

I mean I kid you not, I was getting through by the grace of God, no joke and the excitement of this haircut and color I was gonna do..

I look at my phone after THE HARDEST test I’ve had yet..

She cancelled.

You wanna talk about crushed??

My heart is crushed.

I waited 5 weeks..

I Feel Super NOT Important Right Now

5 weeks of anticipation of this for someone like me…

…it’s hard to describe unless you’ve been there…

she cancelled.

So, I’ve been crying a lot today over it.

Maybe it sounds stupid to you?

But I waited 5 weeks to finally have someone help me with this mess on my hands..

Someone professional that knows hair and could style away the madness I created here…

So I’m devastated and yes, crying over a cancelled haircut.

I think the worst part is she didn’t reschedule.

She said she would look and see what she could do.

I told her okay, let me know asap.

No reply..

Still..

It’s the next day, noonish..

 

My hair is so awful and shaggy..

Ugly hair makes me feel like crap.

I have an anniversary date with my husband this weekend..

All that excitement to just crushed beyond belief because I doubt anyone great can take me this quick.

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I waited 5 weeks…

I feel so ugly and not very important.

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Disclosure:  I am not a doctor, health professional or your mother.  I am a blogger who talks about her experiences with a hair-pulling disorder and the things that have helped me try to overcome it.   None of the methods or products talked about are intended to cure anything.  None of the methods or products are intended to replace your medications or treatments.   You must take responsibility for your own health and actions and nothing here is meant to treat or diagnose anyone or anything.  I am just a blogger, if you have questions about your physical or mental health, it’s best to seek professional help.

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About Lesley

My name is Lesley and I have been battling a hair pulling disorder my entire life.  I'm Jesus obsessed and I'm currently writing through my journey here on this blog.  I hold an Associate in Theology and I've written a faith-based trichotillomania therapy journal for people with this hair pulling disoder.  You can read a lot more about me on the home page and I have a private group on Facebook where you can find other like-minded people who understand what it's like to have trich.

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